Sunday, July 28, 2019

Karma just called, she wants a payback!

Dear Universe,

There's a thin line between testing someone and fucking around with someone and nobody asked for a fuck-a-thon! Requesting you to please stop.

Yours trying to be faithful,
Life.

Past few months have been pretty intense, it felt like I sat in a rollercoaster and came out with my legs up in the air. Relationships underwent a complete transformation, I finally decided to quit my job and take a break in life. I even went solo tripping again to my favorite Goa just for a time out and came back with new resolutions. But between all of this, I faced rejections, betrayal, heartbreaks and even some nasty allegations.

Familiarity breeds contempt. When you expect too much from each other there are bound to be misunderstandings and only the strongest of relationship/friendship can withstand that test. If you fail it's a good eye-opener. And a very clear indication of toxic behavior. And this toxic is not even the Britney Spears-eque cool, this is highly negative and a downer. So should I just safely say good riddance before I got involved too much in the toxicity? Maybe not so soon. There are things which have been left unsaid and I solely believe Karma comes back to settle scores.


And it's not just personal matters that have made me question my own judgement, even professionally I have been misled into trusting people who don't deserve any and it sort of breaks my heart to have invested so much of my time and effort in that. But fret not, because Karma is waiting to drop by!

Life obviously doesn't wait for anyone so I have moved on. I never regret the decisions I make because I stand by everything. I choose to be that person who walks away with her self-respect intact rather than be walked on. And from this point on I know every moment of this tough phase is going to be worth it. Do good, be good rest leave on that little bitch called Karma!


P.S: Doing a solo trip to Phuket for bringing in my 30th birthday and a strange excitement to bring it in with strangers! #wootwoot